life is like a giant roller coaster.. so be ready to have ups and downs..

ATTETION!

2010-04-30T01:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys. changing to tumblr. http://lifeisagiantrollercoaster.tumblr.com/ read from there onwards. =D

some assholes in my life... =)

2010-04-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

seriously. i hate my class. they are all so selfish, irresponsible and oh i don't know... stupid?? as clever as they are in their academics, they are stupid on the inside. i mean come on la... simple instructions can't u follow? not only that, have you people heard of being caring? how much i feel like screaming to the whole class, telling you people how awful you guys are. and what's wrong with making friends with other races such as pure kadazans and malays? what kind of people are you people?? damn racist! and you people call yourselves first class in school. i'm so ashamed being in the same sad class as you people. maybe it's not fair for me to write this on my blog but hey, what the heck right?

that's just the angry part. haha... let's see what happened today. it was raining and such a good weather to sleep! i mean, i love sleeping when it's raining outside and the aircon is turned on. so awesome the feeling. haha... that was lame. so when i woke up, i was all hyper and stuff. so i texted him. been a long time since i text him first. anyways, it was a really bad idea. oh well.he didn't reply after a while. which he always does to me. what's so hard about replying me? fine. maybe it's because he doesn't like me at all. i seriously got to wake up from this ridiculous dream even if he's telling me he likes me. even a blind man can see that he doesn't like me. i mean, if he likes me, i think he would be doing something to show that he's serious. argh! don't want to think about it now. haha...

and tonight everyone who goes to youth cell group is having combined cell group dinner at alex's house. i so want to go to the dinner and the cell group every week. but guess what is holding me back. mom! ish! i understand what she means. haha... and why she is so strict on me... but sometimes my growing up hormones make my temper really short fused. haha... oops! x)

2010-04-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

this are pics from saturday's outing with frenz! funny man the way i drink my whipped cream!

so annoying!

2010-04-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

have u ever tried having a friend who only talks about themselves all the time? maybe i am to some people in my life since i always talk about HIM... sorry if i am. but seriously, stop annoying me with the emo-ness.

i mean what the hell is wrong with you?? just because i said i will always be there for you doesn't mean every time we chat it mist be about the same thing. i mean come on! it's so annoying seeing a guy getting to emotional over a girl. hello? wake up already. if a girl already told u no, just get over it! don't get all girly and emotional. it's just so... A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G! and just because i always smile at you doesn't mean i'm always in a smiley mood? to whoever is reading this, you know what i mean. wait. maybe not. haha... i smile. yes i do. but stop telling me, 'hey, you're not smiling today. what's wrong?" wow. what kind of philosophy is that? i know it's nice of you to care but sometimes it gets annoying. i am not a smiling machine who makes everyone happy. i live to please God and God alone. ok, maybe to please my family and some of my friends. damn annoying!!! all he knows is to say how life sucks. i agree that lie sucks, but hello? don't you realize that there are times that make u happy more than sad? you're the one bringing this to yourself!

and i have enough love life problems to face so stop annoying me with yours! crap man! hahaha... ok. all my anger all pissed out already! haha... and if someone asks u for my blog's link, ask me first. don't want anyone to know all about my private life. wakaka. i trust those whom i give the links to myself. =D anything just write on my fb wall or text me! wee~

and i pierced my ears lately and everyone realized except him. =( oh well. don't care, don't think, don't emo!
=D

jerky!!! =D

2010-04-25T03:47:00.000-07:00

he's a jerk! argh! well, i knew that loooong time ago. but it's just sometimes i don't want to face the truth and all.... hahaha... don't care la... well, today a certain someone came back for the holidays... it's not that i don't like that person, it's just when i see them talk, i get sooooooooo jealous. but... it came to me that, hey, i'm not officially with him, so why should i waste my time being a sour puss? so i just look away and have fun instead. wakaka!

today it was so fuuuuny! we played like the Shepherd and wolves. isaac was the shepherd. golden, jeffrey, kenny, and felix (i think i left out someone but don't know who though xP) were the wolves. so funny the way zack went chasing golden and all... hahaha.... and the way me and eva push golden till he was stuck between us. lol! ah.... sometimes other people don't have to be your special someone to make you smile. =D and today cliffern ong added me online. i know him cause he's like one of the popular english speaking gang in school.. so yeah. i mean, i don't really know hi. he knows there's a person called me and i know a person like him. we acknowledged each others existence few weeks ago because he was talking a lot in the assembly and i had to shut him up. i thought he would hate me for it. who ever knew that since then when he saw me he'll look at me for a while ad kinda smile a little. so yea. then today he added me and we chat online. so random! he was looking through his cousin's photo and saw me there. so random! and his cousin is no other than regina ong and queenie ong! lol!

and i have NO idea how to make my blog as nice as others. i mean like when i wanna change the template, i can only use the template in blogger. so uh-glee! haiz... someone help me man...

AJ Rafael - When We Say (Juicebox) - Official Music Video - Wong Fu Prod...

2010-04-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

another omg!

2010-04-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

ok. whoever is reading this. read everything before saying anything. haha... seriously. ok.. here goes... it's all abt him again if u haven't realize.

we were texting each other like usual... then suddenly he ask me want to go out to watch movie together and sit together. i said i don't wanna go with your friends. he said alone. so i said no problem but i can only go out this saturday since i'm going out with my friends. then bla3. i really thought he would come. then i ask, so saturday u coming. he said, don't want la, later u find excuses to not go out with me. and i guess he was the one looking for excuses not to go. ='(

i mean, hello?? for once in my life i'm letting u bring me out to watch movie. i agreed! why won't you go watch a movie with me? urgh... fine! i agreed because i guess everything only has one chance? so this might be a test for him. guess he kinda failed it. really disappointed over it. but hey, i'm still going out with my friends. aleeza told me that i always say i like him i like him, but actually, i fell in love with him months ago. is this good or bad? i don't want to know. =D

i found my long lost shirt! it was brand new and i lost it. i thought mom threw it away because she didn't like it. wee~ "my boyfren is mr.happy" so awesome!

OMG!

2010-04-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

on sunday, he came! he really came and sat next to me. i don't think he came just because of me, he came to send his friends off for the week. but still. he came! he sat next to me for two whole hours. was suppose to go lunch with him but my leader ask me to eat luch with her. so yea. =( but he sat next to me. ah! so hyper. he sat next to me. yes. i am repeating it all the time. but hey. he sat next to me! ah! ok. i'm practically screaming now. lol. back to story. he sat next to me. and during worship we stand up. half of my shoulder was almost leaning on his shoulders. we were very close because not enough space. one little movement and our shoulders would touch. then once in a while we would accidentally touch each other. ah... it's kind of sweet in a way. then out of the blue, he would look at me like every five minutes. i could see that he was seriously bored by the preaching. but he was keeping me company at least. omg! ah! still so happy about it. i mean come on. every girl would get as hyper as i am.

but what i am afraid of is he will treat e cold again after this. which i am very sure of. so i'm going to come down from this dream in another few days. oh well. he's always like this. when i am about to give him up, he does something special to make me all fuzzy over him again. i hate him man... but at least this will be a sweet memory in my life. he's special in my life. but i am to get hold of what is important, not special. oh well. =) he's a player! ying! remind yourself. roar!

still hyper! ah! ok... calming down. bye guys~

complications

2010-04-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

i'm a idiot... why is he coming into my life and ruining it by just passing by? urgh... he's just so... heart melting? charming? awesome? wonderful? i don't know! my mood always depends on him.. when i'm alone not surrounded by my friends, i start thinking about him... at night, if i don't think about him, i won't fall asleep... it's so stupid... why can't he just get out of my life? answer is because i won't allow myself to let go of him isn't it? maybe like what everyone else says, he'll eventually fall out of my life...love will become tasteless after a while l... i hope~
he's leaving for his studies.. somewhere he won't tell me because i guess he doesn't know where he is going to anyways. i will miss him. very much. or maybe not. PMR is all i am allowed to think about... stress is coming towards me... mom is giving me studies lectures... not exactly lectures but still... sometimes i feel so stressed till i don't feel right... i feel sick... i just wish he was there to comfort me... but i know it's wrong... oh well! don't releasing... tune on ppl! on glee! haha... kidding

i miss him...

2010-04-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

yes i know i know for a normal person, a girl won't give cold treatment to their crushes. but my love life is so not that simple. how i wish it was. haha... he treated me that way for almost 3 years. and i do it back to him and some say i'm doing the wrong thing. i know it's not, but why do i feel so beaten up inside? maybe this relationship just wasn't meant to work out.

inside of me i feel really heart broken... i just wish he would tell me that he will support me always or something nice and GENUINE! but ain't gonna happen. i got that feeling. haiz... so heart breaking man... but what to do? haha... i want to tell him, hey, can u stop beating me up inside? haha... but what the heck right? he's just gonna be himself and deny everything or cover it with excuses after another... i'm so sick of it....

but who am i? wang choon ying! i can overcome anything! haha

i said stuff that is true and it's wrong to say it out

2010-02-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

yes. wang choon ying finally learned her lesson. somethimes i don't use my brain to think before i say something... yes. i knew for a really long time already, but i never bother to change. thought it didn't matter. but look, i learn the lesson in a really bad way. so yea. learn my lesson, trying to change, so hard! oh well...

and btw, i'm officially crushless now... the dude i like said something that instantly told me,it's the end of the game love. no more games. the end. so yea. and i realised i like to fall for sweet talkers. really gotta be careful though. haha... that's the end of today then. bye ppl!

2010-01-13T23:00:00.000-08:00

ok. CHOON YING IS OFFICIALLY JEALOUS! yea yea... who ever knew i would get jealous? haha... well, i'm just jealous of this one tiny little person. she's someone i know. she's rich, hot and everything. wait. she isn't me. so yea. i'm not jealous that she's better or me. trust me, i know i'm better in her. like seriously. she's juz a wannabe who is desperate for a relationship. like seriously. haha... i mean. sometimes she gets the attention that i want. i'm not desperate, i can live without the attention, she can't. but sometimes when i see it, it's juz so tempting. it looks so cool.

but when i think with my mind that is working properly, haha, i know i'm better than her. she acts stupid and all just to get the attention. she thinks she's hot. i mean, she is in a way, got all the branded clothes, new shoes and has the body that can wear the hottest outfits. but i think again, why is she acting like a 20 year old when she's suppose to enjoy being 15? maybe that's just her. and most importantly, she can attract all the guys she wants with her hot body. but if i'm better than her, guys will come after me WITHOUT losing any of my face. xD sorry if i sound so all to myself kinda thing, but it's just wat i wanted to express today. haha...

LOVE U PPL!

2010-01-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

didn't realise i haven't update my bloggie for sooooooooooooo long.. sorry ppl! xD okay. been busy with skool, christmas, anything, juz name it... haha... okay.. SOMEBODY ask me explain to her who is mr.xxx... haha.. no, it's not zen k? xD it's the guy i like... not in kl... goin away next year for studies.. or so he says.. wait. okay. let me get this straight for u... he's my crush. i like him. but i don't plan to be with him. no matter how many times he ask me to ask mom to let me be with him... he knows i like him. he says he likes me too.. but i think he's not serious and i'm not ready for a relationship. and i doubt mom let me date at 15. haha... i don't want an underground relationship either.. haha... lazy wanna talk so much abt him anymore. bye ppl!

HATE IT!!! =)

2009-12-15T05:36:00.000-08:00

man i hate it... everytime i close my eys i see that stupid, idiotic, yet charming smile he always gives me.. =.= it sucks.. seriously... but oh well.. i had liekt he coolest dream ever last night! haha... but i'm keeping it to myself.. =) i like this smiley>=).. it's cute! haha.. i' hyper for ppl who dono... wakaka...

yesterday night was interesting.. rehearsal for the dance.. it was waaaaaay better than the first rehearsal though... haha.. i was so not ketara! i only looked at him lo! haiz... and two ppl asked me abt IT.. i'm innocent! i swear! wait. i'm not innocent.. but, oh well.. i am single.. really... having a crush doesn't count.. wakaka... but personally, i don't have much trust in this crush though he makes me float... =) i hope something happens on thursday's rehearsal again.. xD it'll be nice if it happens... and if we don't get caught that is.. this THING isn't kissing, hugging, dating or anything u think it is.. don't think too much.. haha...

2009-12-11T22:31:00.000-08:00

it's saturday ppl! and he hasn't look for me.. not meaning the one in perak... haha.. mr.xxx and i haven't message since Wednesday! coolness! haha...

i freaking hate the holidays.. it's so boring... haha.. but wat can i do abt it? haha.. juz hav to wait till school reopens.. yay! hehe.. christmas is almost here! hyperness! the dance is coming soon... now that part sucks.. i love dancing since young.. haha.. but i'm the one who was the bigger sized girl.. so not much chance to dance.. =) i came to a conclusion few days ago.. i am who i am.. fat, skinny, ugly, pretty, tall, short... any kind of shape and sizes i am, i'm still WANG CHOON YING! the one who always act tough and all.. haha... so if ppl don't accept for who i am, then that's meant to be.. haha... adn why do ppl think i'm not single? haha... i'm single and available! but not gonna accept anyone for now.. even if it's my own crush.. true, i'm 14 goin on 15.. i'm a teenager.. of course i have crushes and all.. it's normal.. but it all depends on how u want to play it.. for my case, i'm not gonna give my heart to some idiot when i'm only 15.. haha... a little romance here and there is all i need.. haha.. not a commitment.. what can a guy give to you when you're still young? =)

HYPER NESS~~~

2009-12-09T20:05:00.000-08:00

HYPER!!! actually i was hyper last night... mom brought me and yuan out to her fren's brother's house in a kampung next to a river.. really nice place but still a little bit under construction la.. but that's not the reason i'm hyper.. hehe... on the way home, around nine something, i recieved a message.. "currently safe in perak..=)" for ppl who know who is this, lucky u... hehe... he message me saying he arrived safely at perak.. awww... so sweet... this isn't zen by the way.. haha... i didn't tell him or message him to tell me he arrive safely or not.. he did it himself.. so sweet.. i asked him to go rest after a long journey but he say he wanna message.. haha.. so nice of him..

now i'm keeping my options open.. as in crush options.. i realize that focusing on a hopeless crush isn't helping.. at all! so yeah. i'm currently keeping my options open.. so if u (whoever is reading this) thinks i'm a player... then up to you... but ppl who know me well know my real personality... haha... oh. i didn't message mr.xxx.. apparently he needs me to message him first only he will look for me.. watever... i won''t look for u till saturday... see how long can i resist again.. ok? <3

back in kk =(

2009-12-07T00:38:00.000-08:00

i wanna go back kl!! i miss it so much... it's not that i hate kk or anything.. after all, i grew up there... haiz... i miss there... i think i'm gonna try to ask mom to let me study my A levels there like yee is doing.. haha... so i can see my frenz all the time... haha...

kl brings back a lot of memories.. i grew up there, that's why i love it there... everyone says that it's hectic and all.. but i really love it there... i get to go tuition there..xD lazy wnna update today..=) bye ppl!

GOIN HOME!!!

2009-12-03T17:21:00.000-08:00

going home tomorow! i'm bored now so i'm just going to write out the cons and pros of leaving KL.. haha..

PROS:

i get to hug my pillows and finaly have a goodnight sleep after two whole weeks..=D
i get to continue my dance practice...
i get to see all my KK frenz again..
i get to go back church! =)

CONS:

i'll miss all my KL frenz i've been hanging out with..
my KL food!!
non stop internet access..=)
late night messages..O.O
my sister!!!!

so ok.. that's it.. kinda lttle for me.. couldn't think abt much to miss... yee will be back for christmas of course.. so i'm not that worried abt missing her.. wakaka... so bad.. still got ppl i haven't met.. but i'm sure i'll be able to meet up with them in the future.. =D

yeah yeah.. watever.

2009-12-01T04:29:00.000-08:00

ok.. the title is a little wierd.. but that's wat XXX always reply to me.. yesterday he randomly messaged me.. i mean the one whom i said i the previous posts that he;s ignoring me? let's put his name as XXX.. wee~ he looked for me.. and as a bad little innocent girl(cough cough), i "pressed" the make him angry button.. well, not angry.. i'm really sure he isn't angry.. maybe not even feeling anything.. for ppl who know XXX, you know how fake he is la.. wakaka... so saying stuff like that ain't gonna do any harm on him anyways.. wakaka... so yeah. in the end we stopped messageing.. he got irritated, or he acted as if he's irritated.. watever la XXX.. thank goodness u have no idea a have a blog talkin abt all your stuff.. wakaka! the more u don't want me to do something, the more i want to.. just to see what happens next..^^

wore the mini out!

2009-12-01T01:54:00.000-08:00

and yes, according to the title, i did wore the mini skirt out.. yes, wang choon ying has officially lost it... she wore a freaking mini skirt out with her frenz and hanged out mostly with the guy.. i mean the guy in my previous post? yeah. that dude.. wakaka.. nothing going on i repeat. wakaka. anyways, it was a really fun day yesterday.. played pool for the first time.. saw idiot play bowling.. so damn funny i tell u! haha.. they say they got "skill".. make me and zen laugh so badly.. zen is my guy fren i've been mentioning.. hehe.. ate baskin robbins ice cream.. those idiotic guys, they say my ice cream expensive so go to mcd to buy theirs.. in the end theirs more not worth it.. they all buy mcflurry... 4.50 for i tiny small cup.. haha... me, zhan yeh, eugene, zen and kai chieh was debating in mcd which is more worth it.. in the end i rest my case cuz no matter wat, 4:1 is so not fair.. haha... here's some pics i took.. most of them are the guys.. hehe.. zen should the be one in most of the single photos .. wakaka oh by the way, zen's real name is zu zan, but i call him zen.. don't ask why..xD

that's zen drinking..xD

the debate between the two ice cream(it's zen's mcflurry)

zen starin at me for takin his pic

zen sittin in the bowlin alley's thingy
xin yin laughing at how we play pool.. wakaka

can't sleep!!!

2009-11-29T15:39:00.000-08:00

finally bougth yuan's sneakers.. she was so fussy.. this don't like that don't like.. in he end we manage to buy one she really like.. thank goodness... i'm writing this 7 in the morning.. i can't freaking sleep.. hahaha! today going out with some old frenz.. some i already met last week.. but today going out again to watch new moon.. wee~ so excited! "idiot" says i'm ignoring him.. wat the word man! i send messages he don't reply k? and since he don't want to bother about me, it is't wrong to message somebody else often now is it? bodoh!! lalala~ not gona spoil my mood by him~ goin out with zu zen and the rest~ boo hoo!

yesterday met zu zen at one u.. again! haha.. everytime i tell him i'm at one u he sure appear there.. scary! haha... nothing romantic going on k ppl? we're just really good frenz.. wakaka! sure he's good looking, smart and all.. but i'm done with crushes for now.. ok? xD and he's not really my type. wait, he kinda is my type.. but! but! religion~ aha! there's a problem.. his family is a very strong buddhist family.. so yeah.. unless he can convert i don't mind! xD anyways, we're at two different places.. how to have a realationship? overseas relationship aren't exactly strong.. and we're just kids.. xD

will update tonight abt the oting this afternoon.. bye guys!

watever u loser!

2009-11-27T00:57:00.000-08:00

he's ignoring me.. again.. hate it when this happens.. watever la! thank goodness he isn't my bf or something... but come on la.. don't you know it's rude to ignore a girl? asshole! sorry for the rude language... i'm just really angry at someone.. it's two ppl actually..one totally betrayed me and one ignoring me.. haiz. the one that betrayed me is my best friend.. he sometimes really don't use his brains.. haiz.. wait till i see him, i kill him.. bang his head on the table then he know.. haha.. the ignoring e one.. fine la.. ignore! wait till i go back kk and see you! i'll also give you cold treatment.. lalala~

I GOT MY PAIR OF HEELS!!!

2009-11-26T19:29:00.000-08:00

i don't know why but i'm super excited that i bought a pair of heels.. i fell in love once i saw it that day.. it's 50++.. to me, it's not cheap.. but mom let me buy.. ah!! haha.. mom and yee say don't stand next to them when i'm wearing the heels.. because they'll look short.. haha! they're just kidding anyways.. xD we went to tropicana city to shop.. it was my first time there.. really nice place to shop.. we were in kitschen and nicchi for almost one and a half hour! haha.. the clothes were really nice.. i manage to buy my heels, one shirt and most surprisingly, a mini skirt! haha.. i know! wang choon ying wearing a mini skirt?! must be something wrong.. haha.. i don't think i'll wear it to church because it's too short.. haha.. we'll see when can i wear it.. it's really short.. if not careful will show everything.. haha.. but it's really cute! xD

ZOO NEGARA~

2009-11-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

went to zoo negara with TTDI today.. haha.. TTDI church is my old church at kl by the way.. haha.. i hanged out with jason, evelyn n jeana joy.. jason was really friendly with me.. all of them are a year older than me.. we use to play when we were kids.. joy,allyna(she didn't come today) me n evelyn would talk non stop abt dono wat everytime we were together.. jason n me would play pokemon on his gameboy last time.. it was so long ago~ it was so funny..jason keep askin me to jump into the the tiger n lion's den to check out the giant cats.. so funny.. jason is big.. as in chubby .. he's a lot like his dad now.. big, round, short n has moustache... haha.. really manly~

we all went back on the bus. everyone was so tired.. we were sharing a pack of twisties on the way back.. it was a half an hour drive... i halfway fell asleep.. i thought i was the only one sleeping.. when i woke up, the other three were sleeping as well.. jason was stil holding the pack of twisties.. LOL! it was funny but tiring.. i had a great day!

I BOUGHT A DRESS!!!

2009-11-24T00:50:00.000-08:00

for ppl who know me, i'm the tomboy kinda girl.. i barely have a dress in my closet.. so yeah.. this time i came back here to shop!!! so i went shopping non stop yesterday.. walk the whole one utama whole day yesterday!!! though i only bought a dress n a hoodie shirt.. i know! little right? i haven't finish yet my dears.. it's only the beginning.. xD

anyways, the point is i bought a dress! haha.. kinda cute.. got hoodie also.. mom asked me to try so i try.. when i came out she say this is a must.. so she took it n paid.. haha.. first time i see her like that.. i dono wat's so special.. it's a dress only.. gonna wear it often i suppose..xD but i don't dare to wear to church.. scare later ppl say it's too short.. it's just nice i suppose.. just above the knee.. ehehe... we'll see how it ends..

i haven't bought my heels! so yeah.. goin shoppin again soon.. we'll see!

MY BOYFREN!!!

2009-11-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

i went back to my old church today.. saw all my old frenz.. they haven't changed much.. only the younger ones grew a lot.. haha.. Samuel is that latest addition to the baby family.. he's so cute! haha.. my "boyfren", aaron kaam grew so much.. he's four now.. i use to take care of him when his mom was busy at church.. he would look for me every sunday last time. that time he was one eyars old.. his sisters would also play with me although i was way older than them.. aaron doesn't remember me.. i don't blame him.. he was only 1 when i left.. but his sister, ashley remembers me...

only update till here.. nothing much to talk abt.. I'M GOIN SHOPPING TOMOROW! sales started. so i'm gonna shop.. hope mom won't complain..xD

BACK IN KL!

2009-11-20T06:03:00.000-08:00

feels so good to be back here! haha.. girls look more prettier, guys some of them look much better. as in handsome. but no worries, nothing romantic going on between any of us.. haha.. childhood friend! grew up together la come on.. impossible to be together... maybe possible. but for now, it's good to see them la.. haha... so far i saw zu zen and rui zhi. rui zhi and zu zen is much taller now. zu zen looks more handsome. not bad at all.. haha.. remember those times all of us go tuition together.. and they would get scolding for not finishing homework and all.. but this is my malay tuition gang... my science gang? i haven't seen amelia, chuan xin, chang zen n yan yu! haha... must find them out! ah!

i saw my primary school teachers today.. most of the close one remember me. ahaha.. the sadest part is my favourite chinese teacher forgot me! so not fair. but i can't blame her.. she has loads of students every year.. haha.. miss everyone here!

by the way, got to meet SHIN YIING AND JIA YUIN!!!!! oh my gosh guys! you guys changed! looks a little! haha.. miss you guys so so so much! so happy to see you guys! ah! haha.. over excited!

I GOTTA HAVE THAT PAIR OF HEELS! i don't care! gonna have it... lalala! must have! haha... see la how things turn out.. xD will update pics if got time.. haha.. bye! will upload blog even at kl! so keep reading ya? xD

2009-11-17T02:07:00.000-08:00

she found out... oh well.. not gonna ask her abt it.. later she's gonna complain and all.. lalala! it's holiday, not gonna bother abt it... lalala!haha... goin to kl for two and a half weeks! haha.. so excited.. i'm so goin to shop! haha.. yeah yeah~ but time flies by fast. so yeah. my sabah frenz, don't worry k? will be back before you know it. haha... i love the song everything by micheal buble! my fren bryan! haha... he can play the song with his guitar. it's nothing special but i juz like it a lot. haha... haha.. i seriously like ppl who can play the guitar. not like like but admire la.. haha.. maybe that's why i fell for the guy i like. xD kiddin. holiday! holiday! so syok! holiday! holiday!

my weekend. good? bad? read n see

2009-11-15T16:40:00.000-08:00

so sick of listening to that person complaining... but what else can i do? i can only listen n pray.. pray for that person and that i won't suddenly explode in front of that person... hahah... i've always thought that that person can be the person i can lean on to.. but seems that i'm still very immature in judging ppl.. the world is so unpredictable.. one mintue you think you did something right, everything goes wrong.. i don't know.. holiday's here.. will take time to slowly understand... if you can read this means it's not u..the person i'm talking abt doesn't know abt this blog. yes!

had a not so good weekend.. but still ok la.. haha.. someone super hot (i think he's hot) asked me for my number.. now we're messaging and all.. haha.. nothing romantic going on.. don't worry though.. haha... we're juz frenz.. really. i still super like my crush.. haha.. but who knows, i might juz snap my fingers and forget abt my crush n switch.. it will so kill my crush when he realize i change.. haha.. btw, my crush knows i like him and he says he like me and all.. but i don't believe him so we're not together.. still frenz la.. haha.. had a like two minute time alone with my crush talking that day.. oh my gosh! but nothing la.. haha.. don't wanna think too much since we're impossible to be together.. haha..

that's it for now, will update soon.. p/s: it's my blog. so don't go around tellin others abt wat's inside my blog.. watever you juz read, keep it to yourself. if u have any questions, juz ask me la. but if i juz smile and say nothing means it's only for myself to keep. haha...

suck it up!

2009-11-13T18:29:00.000-08:00

great.. everyone is blaming on me.. fine! blame all you want1 you think you're such a great fren? frens don't blame everything on each other.. you suck as a fren u know? i give u the best, everything i put u as first. but wat did u give me in the end? harsh feelings.. you think you life sucks? don't compare.. when u think your life is perfect, then it will be.. don't take everything got granted.. you want fairness? no such thing... so suck it up. stop complaining abt everything... be happy that you have something.. so stop. stop complaining whenever we talk. stop complaining. even if u do, listen to mine when it's my turn to release all my stress... understand? so suck it up you idiot. the world isn't yours. listen to this, treasure what u have now or you'll end up with nothing at all..

ok. i'm done complaining and scolding...^^ Love you ppl <3

2009-11-09T18:22:00.000-08:00

Hi ppl! my new blog! haha... wanna change to a new one.. don't ask why... it's juz me... haha... i'll keep this one as update as i can.. i promise.. haha