some assholes in my life... =)

seriously. i hate my class. they are all so selfish, irresponsible and oh i don't know... stupid?? as clever as they are in their academics, they are stupid on the inside. i mean come on la... simple instructions can't u follow? not only that, have you people heard of being caring? how much i feel like screaming to the whole class, telling you people how awful you guys are. and what's wrong with making friends with other races such as pure kadazans and malays? what kind of people are you people?? damn racist! and you people call yourselves first class in school. i'm so ashamed being in the same sad class as you people. maybe it's not fair for me to write this on my blog but hey, what the heck right?

that's just the angry part. haha... let's see what happened today. it was raining and such a good weather to sleep! i mean, i love sleeping when it's raining outside and the aircon is turned on. so awesome the feeling. haha... that was lame. so when i woke up, i was all hyper and stuff. so i texted him. been a long time since i text him first. anyways, it was a really bad idea. oh well.he didn't reply after a while. which he always does to me. what's so hard about replying me? fine. maybe it's because he doesn't like me at all. i seriously got to wake up from this ridiculous dream even if he's telling me he likes me. even a blind man can see that he doesn't like me. i mean, if he likes me, i think he would be doing something to show that he's serious. argh! don't want to think about it now. haha...

and tonight everyone who goes to youth cell group is having combined cell group dinner at alex's house. i so want to go to the dinner and the cell group every week. but guess what is holding me back. mom! ish! i understand what she means. haha... and why she is so strict on me... but sometimes my growing up hormones make my temper really short fused. haha... oops! x)